Då livsglädjen tystnat

My obsession . . . of being skinny . . .
. . . is hurting you . . . more then I could ever know!
I want to be free!!! Belive me!
But anorexia is coming back to me . . .
I hate her! But at the samt time I love her . . .
It´s a love-hate relationship!!!
forgive me for being so selfish . . .
. . . try to understand me . . .
I´m not doing this to hurt you, I´m doing this
to find peace inside myself . . .

I don´t want you to see me this way
I wish I could run away with all my pain
-K